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shieldrecruittimmy: silent-stealth: shieldrecruittimmy: Well hello to you to~ Greetings. <3 Names Kazuma Mikura, mates just call me Kazu..
dimlite-barbie: Inspired by 【手描きマギ】 Eyes on me...
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So, I just found a YGO pairing so crack I or Ikki cannot find it on any shipping list. .. Ikki? What does this say about us?
When you're at home alone watching a scary movie...
whatsgoingon12: But then you hear it again…. ….Then you think you see something…. Then you realise it’s just your best mate Ikki being a fuck tard.
Kitten at the vet..
I just.. right now I can’t function..
When you're eating is your dog is just like:
Or Ikki.. He can talk so its worse then a dog.
ipokechu: They are there to be obnoxious with you… …And to listen to your stupid stories. They know how to cheer you up… …And how to bring you down. They know when you like someone… …Or when you need to rebuild your self esteem. Sometimes, they can be annoying… Or just simply embarrassing… But they will be always there for you, forever. Best friends huh? …. So...
Has accepted.. Ikki doesn’t notice him anymore. “I knew it was just a fairy tale.. Fucking idiot Kazu..”
“Ikki…” “—Where are you?”
No matter how fast your going, how good you think you are, how high you think your flying? Someone.. Is always better..
/Slumps over on the desk, tired. /Ignores class, Tom Tom, the girls and anything whilst falling to sleep. /Needs just a little rest..
/Is so tired, will probably fall asleep in class. /Slight chuckle Yeah yeah, pretty sure I’m feelin like a damned zombie right now as well. /Glances at the girls in class before rolling his eyes I swear they get louder every year.. /Is also trying to seem casual.
/Doesn’t notice the minor changes in Ikki as he is too tired, /Sees the girls squealing and gossiping more then usual, Fuck, Valentine’s Day.. /Sighs and sits up throwing his arms behind his head Yeah same ol same ol, I actually didn’t even do mine..
/Looks up with slight bloodshot and tired eyes Huh? Ahh yeah, long night. /Forgot his homework. Is rather apathetic right now. /Looks up under blonde lashes at Ikki You look like shit too..
/Gets up, finds his speed bag and works at it, /All night, knuckles bruised and bloody, has not slept. Fuck, fucking useless, useless Kazu Thats all you are!! /Smashes speed bag more til it’s time to go to school, /Rides off to school tired as hell, hiding in the classroom under his beanie. Hand cradling his forehead.
/Cannot move his body to stop his friend. Direly wants to. /Ikki.. Ikki.. /Can feel his throat harshly drying up, tears burning and fighting to fall. Y-yeah.. /Feels like nothing but a weak asshole who deserves nothing, couldn’t even muster a few words.
/Really doesn’t know how to deal with this right now /Feels.. Horrible, can hear his best friend’s tone I-I just.. /I just what? Ikki..
/Holds onto the front of his best friends shirt, slightly breathless. Ikki.. /Is more then dumbfounded I-it’s ok..
/Blushes bright crimson before stuttering softly, /is trembling a little, feels faint, like his heart is going to pound out of his chest. I-I-Ikkk… /Slumps forwards a little, faint. Pale and faint. In shock even.
/Blushes a little at said closeness, /Is confused, he already knows this I-I know man, we’ve been mates for years, I like you too But.. You dont have to worry about me gettin mad, just… Don’t hurt her..
/’I knew he liked her..’ /Sighs and chews harshly on the inside of his cheek, /Pulls the rim of his beanie down to shadow his eyes Yeah… /Doesn’t notice the blush, feels sick /Has to learn to deal. It’s fine, I know what your gunna say man..
/Is in disbelief at what he is hearing, this CANNOT be happening /Feels his heart stop and gets a little enraged but is sure Ikki probably feels the same. Go on.. What’s up Ikki /Thinks to self ‘Please don’t say it..’
/Kazu used Glare /It does not affect Ikki Laugh at you? When would I ever laugh at you..? /Looks down to his feet hanging over the bed and shuffles them a little. Look it’s alright okay? You said sorry about what you said and it’s enough.. Don’t.. Over do it if it’s uncomfortable.. /Is slightly mumbling
/Furrows brow and turns to face the Val of his friend, Scared you? Something actually scared you? /Blinks and turns his body on the bed to face, ..Ikki?
/Sits up and bites the inside of his lip, a little unsure. Yeah, you could say that. You came to apologise and you ran away.. /Choked up …Some apology…
/Jumps from the poke and pants holding his chest, /Takes out earphones looking up with shiny baby blues from crying a little, /Wipes his eyes a little …H-Hey
/Is up stairs in his room with his iPod blaring into his ears under his beanie, /Angsting and more confused then ever, /Plays with the buttons on his phone.
/Is riding home as hard as he can, as fast as he can. /Supposes he’ll just see said ‘best friend’ at school tomorrow. /Will angst til then in his room. /Now thrown himself over his bed and hidden his face away via beanie. /Is ..not.. crying ….What apology….
/Standing there more then a little confused, /Purses his lips a little with a furrow to blonde brows. Considers smelling himself… Does so. /Oh Kazu, /Cannot figure out why said best friend would just up and run.. /Goes to angst away in the corner of his bedroom.. Ikki..
Because! I’m not like you, I can’t just fly because I want to. No matter how hard I try I can’t get past the fences that surround me.. I’m always looking up at you, flying higher then me.. I see you, I see you flying away from me and I just can’t keep up.. But your right, I wouldn’t push myself so hard if it wasn’t for you. I’d just accept...
I’ll always be in your shadow, no matter what I do, The girls, the school yard, East Side Guns… Everything, I train so hard everyday.. I still remain in the shadows and everyone sees that, But, Still, I’m not worth anything, Just an errand boy, the best damned errand boy but what does that amount to? … Ikki…